its the first day of 2005. it feels weird. :S i donno why. i spent a very quiet xmas and new year last year. din celebrate with anyone. was at hme with me sis watchin tv doin homework piggin away that's all. i it feels good. to have a peaceful new year's eve.
2004 passed very fast for me. i spend my days loookin forward to a better day. i count in weeks lookin forward to saturdays and sundays, then when monday comes i would be thinkin of friday. u get what i mean. tht's why it passed so fast. i must change this and cherish everyday of 2005. its a important year for me. i must really stop slackin ard. and pia for os.
2004 was not such a tumultnous year as compared to 2003, but is sad to end the year on sucha lousy note. the tsunami tragedy. it makes one realise that we are all like pawns on a chessboard, at the mercy of the forces of nature. sometimes i wonder if this is punishment for us puny humans who think we re so great, i wonder if this is nature's warning to stop our killin among ourselves. to stop terrorism. is heartwrenchin to see a southeast asia who just started to pick herself up after the spade of terroirst activity, devestated once again by the tsunami. wad the people of southasia has work hard to put in place wiped away by waves. they have to start all over from zero again. seein all this i feel immensely lucky and fortunante to be stayin a s'pore. i must learn to count my blessings cuz i have indeed been showered with many.
i think we should not just morn for the tsunamin victims but also realise that life is unpredictable. and we must cherish wad little or many we have now.