today i did a thing no one can ever imagine me doin it. yes i actually did it. yes yes. may i m no more a coward. but what actually shocked me was my own response. it was as if i had known it would turn out this way. i din cry for one thing. i feel positively calm and happy in fact. like a great load off me. hm. mabbe i should have admitted a long time ago. i was rather inferior actually before. right now i m free! :) cheers. lol havent been studyin the whole day. have been slackin. never mind shant sleep tonight finish up bio and chem. yeah then do physics as planned tomolo and then friday shall mug on homework then weekends dedicate to studying history and ss. got a test when school reopens can u believe it. hiax, i got 3 essay to write next week again. and ontop of tht one SBQ!. yucks today was a bad start. i woke up at 945 and i hate piano at 1000. haha i rock right. din even brush teeth i rush there laizo. wagaga. xplain why my teacher sat a distance from me. wagaga. yeah. then came home and slack nth much. haha unless u count tht my sister actually overslept on the bus and miss her stop! wagaga. dies laughin! i think i may have to go back to sch tomolo. left my poem book there, shucks. tata shall go help jess blog!